1 00:00:25,091 --> 00:00:29,195 ♪ I caught you watching me under the light ♪ 2 00:00:29,195 --> 00:00:34,267 ♪ Can I be light ♪ 3 00:00:34,601 --> 00:00:36,703 ♪ They say it's easy ♪ 4 00:00:36,703 --> 00:00:39,039 ♪ To leave you behind ♪ 5 00:00:39,039 --> 00:00:44,110 ♪ I don't want to try ♪ 6 00:00:44,344 --> 00:00:46,546 ♪ Couldn't recall that day ♪ 7 00:00:46,546 --> 00:00:49,115 ♪ All courage to project ♪ 8 00:00:49,115 --> 00:00:51,484 ♪ Don't want to wait for you ♪ 9 00:00:51,484 --> 00:00:54,120 ♪ Don't want to have to lose ♪ 10 00:00:54,120 --> 00:00:56,322 ♪ All that I compromised ♪ 11 00:00:56,322 --> 00:00:58,058 ♪ To feel a love that high ♪ 12 00:00:58,058 --> 00:01:01,194 - I mean, come on, now, how old is he? 13 00:01:01,194 --> 00:01:02,128 - 20. 14 00:01:02,829 --> 00:01:04,631 - He looks about 12. 15 00:01:04,631 --> 00:01:06,299 - Well, he wasn't. 16 00:01:08,668 --> 00:01:10,603 - Do you love him? 17 00:01:10,603 --> 00:01:11,671 - Oh my god. 18 00:01:13,406 --> 00:01:16,142 - Well, I had to say it first, though, didn't I? 19 00:01:16,142 --> 00:01:17,744 - I said it back very quickly. 20 00:01:17,744 --> 00:01:19,546 - One of politeness. 21 00:01:28,354 --> 00:01:30,390 What's your fantasy? 22 00:01:30,390 --> 00:01:32,392 - What's my fantasy? - Hence. 23 00:01:32,392 --> 00:01:37,263 - I don't know, I'm just, just happy to be alive. 24 00:01:37,263 --> 00:01:40,200 No, no, that's too dangerous. 25 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:45,705 - No, what's the, you want me to dress up or something? 26 00:01:45,705 --> 00:01:48,808 Maybe I could tie you to a chair, what about that? 27 00:01:48,808 --> 00:01:51,511 - Yeah, that's the thing, like a kidnapper, 28 00:01:51,511 --> 00:01:52,545 it would be like a kidnapper. 29 00:01:52,545 --> 00:01:54,447 - And then what? 30 00:01:54,447 --> 00:01:58,651 - Demand a ransom, call your family and demand a ransom? 31 00:01:58,651 --> 00:02:00,420 - You need to find some way to get over yourself, 32 00:02:00,420 --> 00:02:03,123 or you're gonna end up alone. 33 00:02:03,123 --> 00:02:03,857 - I think, 34 00:02:05,492 --> 00:02:07,694 I think I love you, it took a while 35 00:02:07,694 --> 00:02:11,231 because if we believe that the self is an illusion-- 36 00:02:11,231 --> 00:02:12,565 - What does that mean? 37 00:02:12,565 --> 00:02:14,634 - I don't know, that we're, you know, it's physics. 38 00:02:14,634 --> 00:02:18,271 - Okay, look, what do those words mean? 39 00:02:18,271 --> 00:02:22,275 And you put words to it, I mean, like, I, 40 00:02:22,275 --> 00:02:25,211 what is that supposed to be, I mean, I-- 41 00:02:25,211 --> 00:02:26,479 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, listen, listen, listen, 42 00:02:26,479 --> 00:02:30,884 - What I feel is that we are love. 43 00:02:30,884 --> 00:02:33,720 That's the thing, there's no separation, 44 00:02:33,720 --> 00:02:36,322 I'm you, you're me, I'm the the table-- 45 00:02:36,322 --> 00:02:38,791 - Do you love the table, do you love me more than the table, 46 00:02:38,791 --> 00:02:40,793 or the same? - It's all, 47 00:02:43,596 --> 00:02:44,764 I don't know what I'm trying to say. 48 00:02:44,764 --> 00:02:48,234 - How about you just go fuck the table? 49 00:02:48,868 --> 00:02:51,804 What's wrong with it? 50 00:02:53,473 --> 00:02:54,407 - Nothing. 51 00:02:56,676 --> 00:02:58,645 - Was it too funny? 52 00:02:58,645 --> 00:03:00,380 - I don't think so. 53 00:03:03,950 --> 00:03:08,488 - Would it be insane if I'd made it black and white? 54 00:03:11,391 --> 00:03:12,792 Where's he going? 55 00:03:17,230 --> 00:03:19,899 Maybe we should just, or what if, 56 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:25,538 I don't know. - Ben, it's really good. 57 00:03:25,538 --> 00:03:30,343 - Shouldn't I just keep one of the scenes with the monk? 58 00:03:31,744 --> 00:03:34,981 Just one, I feel like I've made something 59 00:03:34,981 --> 00:03:36,449 about a couple who don't get on. 60 00:03:36,449 --> 00:03:37,817 - It's about a man who's so defended 61 00:03:37,817 --> 00:03:41,221 that he's incapable of love, isn't it? 62 00:03:42,255 --> 00:03:43,489 - Say that again? 63 00:03:43,489 --> 00:03:45,525 - Look, what about if we just looked 64 00:03:45,525 --> 00:03:49,262 - We're picture locked, why do we need a monk? 65 00:03:49,262 --> 00:03:52,498 - I just don't know who I am if this isn't good. 66 00:03:52,498 --> 00:03:54,567 Maybe it's not as good, I just want someone to say, 67 00:03:54,567 --> 00:03:59,239 you've done a good thing, now you can rest, just rest. 68 00:03:59,239 --> 00:04:03,876 - Okay, why don't you come and sit down for a minute? 69 00:04:03,876 --> 00:04:04,811 Come on. 70 00:04:05,878 --> 00:04:07,413 Maybe I could be a farmer. 71 00:04:07,413 --> 00:04:08,348 - Maybe. 72 00:04:10,016 --> 00:04:13,820 - How is this, compared to-- - Don't do that. 73 00:04:15,455 --> 00:04:17,857 Look, some people will quite like it, 74 00:04:17,857 --> 00:04:19,726 and other people won't be that into it. 75 00:04:19,726 --> 00:04:23,696 - And then, quite soon enough, all of those people, 76 00:04:23,696 --> 00:04:28,468 each and every one of them, will die, won't they? 77 00:04:28,468 --> 00:04:29,769 - All of them? 78 00:04:29,769 --> 00:04:31,904 - We're all going to die. 79 00:04:32,739 --> 00:04:37,710 - We're all going to die. 80 00:04:42,482 --> 00:04:46,686 Is that better? 81 00:05:12,745 --> 00:05:15,815 Hello, baby. 82 00:05:21,387 --> 00:05:23,756 We're all right, aren't we? 83 00:05:36,636 --> 00:05:39,072 - Everything is dominated by one's self. 84 00:05:41,007 --> 00:05:44,744 You are defined, not loved. 85 00:05:44,744 --> 00:05:47,647 Then what? 86 00:05:47,647 --> 00:05:49,849 To be awakened, to be free 87 00:05:51,617 --> 00:05:52,552 is to see 88 00:05:54,387 --> 00:05:55,788 there is no self. 89 00:05:57,423 --> 00:05:59,559 Can we sit in meditation? 90 00:06:01,561 --> 00:06:02,495 Find out 91 00:06:04,597 --> 00:06:08,601 who we really are. 92 00:06:43,636 --> 00:06:45,471 Get out of my lighthouse, 93 00:06:45,471 --> 00:06:47,673 TJ, show these people out. 94 00:06:56,182 --> 00:06:58,117 Well, what do you suggest? 95 00:07:04,657 --> 00:07:05,525 Hello? 96 00:07:05,525 --> 00:07:10,663 Yes, come on up, Billy, yeah, come on. 97 00:07:28,481 --> 00:07:31,017 Hi, come on in. - Hi, Benjamin, I am so late. 98 00:07:31,017 --> 00:07:32,718 No, no, no, you're not late, come on in, hiya. 99 00:07:32,718 --> 00:07:34,821 - God, you're quite far out, aren't you? 100 00:07:34,821 --> 00:07:36,489 I had to get the tube, which was-- 101 00:07:36,489 --> 00:07:37,190 Well, thanks for coming to meet, 102 00:07:37,190 --> 00:07:38,090 it's great. - Horrific. 103 00:07:38,090 --> 00:07:39,725 Excuse me, Tim. 104 00:07:39,725 --> 00:07:42,595 - No, god, no, I just had a bit of an emergency 105 00:07:42,595 --> 00:07:45,465 - Yeah, I thought something smelled a bit odd. 106 00:07:45,465 --> 00:07:49,068 - No, it's fine, it's not overwhelming. 107 00:07:49,068 --> 00:07:50,603 Is it a big cat? 108 00:07:51,537 --> 00:07:54,006 Try one, try one with a smile. 109 00:07:55,675 --> 00:07:59,111 Just try one, and then you've got the choice. 110 00:07:59,111 --> 00:08:00,046 Can you just pull that, 111 00:08:00,046 --> 00:08:01,714 just pull that bit of hair down? 112 00:08:01,714 --> 00:08:03,149 - I don't know, no, I don't really-- 113 00:08:03,149 --> 00:08:06,152 Fuck it, all right, okay, that then. 114 00:08:06,152 --> 00:08:07,487 That's the, that's it. 115 00:08:07,487 --> 00:08:09,155 No, what you just did. 116 00:08:09,155 --> 00:08:10,022 - Okay. 117 00:08:10,022 --> 00:08:13,960 But, like, that expression, like, laugh, 118 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:14,827 laugh. - Laugh? 119 00:08:14,827 --> 00:08:16,562 Yeah, sort of nose up a bit. 120 00:08:16,562 --> 00:08:20,166 Yeah, yes, and the, and the sort of window. 121 00:08:20,166 --> 00:08:25,104 Can you, like, your nostrils look quite big. 122 00:08:25,104 --> 00:08:28,007 - I'm not, I mean, I'm not flaring them. 123 00:08:28,007 --> 00:08:35,548 And the other one down, by, on your knee, yeah. 124 00:08:35,548 --> 00:08:39,252 That's really good, that's really good. 125 00:08:39,252 --> 00:08:40,186 - Yeah. 126 00:08:44,056 --> 00:08:45,858 Should we talk about the film, just to-- 127 00:08:45,858 --> 00:08:49,695 - Yeah, and maybe that will, cool. 128 00:08:50,596 --> 00:08:51,964 I really just need, like, two lines 129 00:08:51,964 --> 00:08:54,600 for the top of the press release. 130 00:08:54,600 --> 00:08:55,735 Should we say 131 00:08:55,735 --> 00:09:01,040 it's about an, I don't want to say an abusive relationship, 132 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:02,909 would you say difficult? 133 00:09:02,909 --> 00:09:05,044 - Well, I don't know, I...
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